I honestly will not give up on this one boy, because I have so much hope in him.. He’s probably hurt me more than anybody ever has, and I probably look dumb to not give up on him, but he also makes me happier than anybody ever has. Only one person can see how much of a positive effect he has on me, he’s worth the fight. I don’t expect anything than what he already gives me, I hate liking somebody to this extent, but the feeling he gives me when we talk or even chill is amazing. He’s changed over time, he’s weird AF but he’s the one person I want to learn about & actually understand why he is the way he is. I know there’s a reason why he is the way he is, and I’m not giving up on him because I wanna learn what it is. I probably look dumb AF in people’s eyes for taking all the bullshit that comes w/him, but I for once dgaf because I know what I’m doing, no matter how crazy he drives me, how much I hate him or how overly infatuated I am with him, he’s worth it. & Honestly, it’s not like I’m pushing people away bc of him, so it’s gooood! Lol.